Food

Something simple as food can do much harm. Look at for example my stomach. There is a thin line that protects it from pain. I destroyed it. You know, I chew a package of chewing gums in 8.5 hours of work just to calm my crawing for chewing and food. I hate it, it kills my taste senses and makes my belly bloat. But it is still better than b/p. I see there are quite a lot blogs out there about eating disorders. I am starting one for myself and for all those who find themselves in a simillar situation. I hope for saviour. I beg you to forgive me , my native language is not English, but writing in English helps me connect with more of you..