I'm not depressed

I am just totally not interested..

I am in a bad phase. Maybe I am depressed..
I have to hear my thoughts. Why? To control them? Or just be aware of them? If I am aware of them do I control them? Or is that just the awareness of the fact that they control me?
I have an ego problem. I know. But who doesn't.
You will find me if you look in the garden...

So long

Recovery is long way home...

Sometime's you wanna know what's in the pipeline.
Hey. I just realized that my creativity cannot be back yet. I am still on the road to recovery. It is ok. I am fine now with it. I want to fight, I want to succeed and I will. I have everything at this moment. I want to make the best of it. I have love, what's most important. I have you Mu :)

LOve
LL

Glitch

How far ago was it since I last wrote anything? It has been a while. Things happen. NIce things, wonderful things..still the shit that bothers me the most doesn't go away.
I am definitely transforming. This is getting smth. I am becoming more Leila than I've ever been. The time of the A in me has come. Let the S rest for a bit.
I found love I guess. I am being loved and worshipped, and that's what matters.