Fear no more..

Love is here to stay..Fear no more..
Why these sudden doubts? Why's that?
Mind, stop! Do please stop boding.. Every thing is fine.
Love is here to stay, to rest, to keep me, us..

The D State

Do you perhaps know about the D state?
No?
Doesn't matter..I am and will be fine as long as I am loved by someone.
:)

Beirut

Today's a good day, yesterday was a good day, every day is a good day. OK..maybe yesterday a bit better :) Hey guess what? L. is back in the game!! You wonder - What game? The love-game :) I am starting to feel again. Oh how I missed this, I've been numb for so long, it was time I started to breathe. Thank You, L.!
Just enjoy this..

embrassing my female body

Can you belive it? I am such enjoying it, every single curve on my body, every single little part. Me - my body as One.
Peace, tranquility and inner beauty

Blank

I didn't think of B/P the whole day yesterday. Not for a second. Today is different. Today I am not as high as yesterday. Today my hopes and dreams collapsed. But it is ot the end of the world. I will survive. I will hang on.   This is not going to destroy me. I fell for someone, and now it seems that this person has already someone. .. Miscalculated, f**k it! I feel blank now. Cannot concetrate on work, cannot do nothing. I feel like stuffing myself with food, or not eating anything. The other option seems better. I hope I stick to that one.

Feeling at ease with myself

The rain, the thunder, the fresh air, this job, this song, me, everything..

Falling..

..I supposed not .. What is this? Feeling so out of myself. Why can't I behave normal, act like its no big deal? Silly me. Silly Blossom. Behave! Be-have!
It is one year since my grandparents passed away...missing them..

Bingeing

not purgeing. This is for you I., for You too dr.P., for my mother for my father, for myself. I won't. I binged so what? I will hold on. I am strong. This day can work out.
so...

Pure..

..As Snow I shall be..fall
This is the decision! Can I keep it? Can I keep my promise? I feel bad in my stomach, but could I keep it? Am I that determined? Tell me tell me.. Don't stop, breathe, walk, run, fly anything just go and don't you dare stopping, not now, not ever. No heartache, no head, brain pain in the brain. Shutter, androgyny, shutter, love, shutter, shutter, butter. I love it. Love the way it spreads among my lips and shsh, no words. Love You holy - no words. Good night, better morning, the best now. Will save my soul, will save myself, will save You.